I'm Not Gonna Miss You by AmericanMuscleV8, literature
Literature
I'm Not Gonna Miss You
I'm not gonna miss you,
If you turn and leave.
I won't ask you to stay,
I won't beg pretty please.
I won't blink an eye
When I say good bye.
You know what?
I won't even ask why.
I won't call you when it's over,
I won't give you a second though,
And first thing I'll do,
Is burn all my things that you had bought.
I will never cry
Nor shed a single tear.
I will never wish
That you were here.
Live your life,
I'll live mine.
But don't bother hoping
That you'll cross my mind.
Right now you're mad,
But in the end, you care.
But my feelings for you,
They are simply not there.
You're cute,
that's true I won'
Flames and Wings
Here I walk,
On hollow ground.
A harsh reality,
As I look around.
A hundred graves,
A hundred corpses.
And knowing that each
Has a story to tell.
The vessels lay
Six feet under.
And barely resembling,
Who they used to be.
Rows of stone,
With various names.
None of which,
Ring any bells.
Then one,
Takes me by surprise.
Shocked and scared,
Can't believe my eyes.
A name I know
All too well.
How could this be?
I almost fell.
The name is mine,
The grave is too.
I don't understand,
How this could be true.
It's a cool October night,
Yet now I notice,
My feet are warm,
While the
Upon the break
Of another day,
There is nothing left,
There is nothing to say.
We continue this lie
Fake smiles and all.
Every little detail,
Even the calls.
Why this happened,
I haven't a clue.
But don't worry,
I'm not blaming you.
Tired routine
Today like the last.
This empty feeling
We can't get past.
We were lonely
I guess.
Either way,
Leaving would be best.
So here's goodbye.
I love you.
I'm sorry,
I guess I'm used to the lie.
Have you ever been numb?
To walk around
And not care
About any of the things you've done.
To simply exist,
With not a care,
No desire,
Or a simple wish.
To go through the motions,
Without a blink of an eye.
And the odd part is,
You don't even care why.
To observe
Without noticing,
To hear
Without listening.
Seeing them laugh,
Seeing them cry,
Seeing their rage,
But all you do is sigh.
You're tired from lack of sleep,
But you keep on moving.
You're leg is in pain from your past,
But you keep on walking.
All doubts and fears,
All joys and tears,
All simultaneously,
Disappears.
You know with sleep,
Comes a new life.
I'm Not Gonna Miss You by AmericanMuscleV8, literature
Literature
I'm Not Gonna Miss You
I'm not gonna miss you,
If you turn and leave.
I won't ask you to stay,
I won't beg pretty please.
I won't blink an eye
When I say good bye.
You know what?
I won't even ask why.
I won't call you when it's over,
I won't give you a second though,
And first thing I'll do,
Is burn all my things that you had bought.
I will never cry
Nor shed a single tear.
I will never wish
That you were here.
Live your life,
I'll live mine.
But don't bother hoping
That you'll cross my mind.
Right now you're mad,
But in the end, you care.
But my feelings for you,
They are simply not there.
You're cute,
that's true I won'
Flames and Wings
Here I walk,
On hollow ground.
A harsh reality,
As I look around.
A hundred graves,
A hundred corpses.
And knowing that each
Has a story to tell.
The vessels lay
Six feet under.
And barely resembling,
Who they used to be.
Rows of stone,
With various names.
None of which,
Ring any bells.
Then one,
Takes me by surprise.
Shocked and scared,
Can't believe my eyes.
A name I know
All too well.
How could this be?
I almost fell.
The name is mine,
The grave is too.
I don't understand,
How this could be true.
It's a cool October night,
Yet now I notice,
My feet are warm,
While the
Upon the break
Of another day,
There is nothing left,
There is nothing to say.
We continue this lie
Fake smiles and all.
Every little detail,
Even the calls.
Why this happened,
I haven't a clue.
But don't worry,
I'm not blaming you.
Tired routine
Today like the last.
This empty feeling
We can't get past.
We were lonely
I guess.
Either way,
Leaving would be best.
So here's goodbye.
I love you.
I'm sorry,
I guess I'm used to the lie.
Have you ever been numb?
To walk around
And not care
About any of the things you've done.
To simply exist,
With not a care,
No desire,
Or a simple wish.
To go through the motions,
Without a blink of an eye.
And the odd part is,
You don't even care why.
To observe
Without noticing,
To hear
Without listening.
Seeing them laugh,
Seeing them cry,
Seeing their rage,
But all you do is sigh.
You're tired from lack of sleep,
But you keep on moving.
You're leg is in pain from your past,
But you keep on walking.
All doubts and fears,
All joys and tears,
All simultaneously,
Disappears.
You know with sleep,
Comes a new life.
If I died tonight
What would you feel?
Would you miss me at all,
Or would it not be a big deal?
If I died tonight
Would I be able to look back
And say I've touched someone.
Or did somehow things get off track.
What of the funeral?
Who would attend?
I know there would be my family,
But what of my friends?
Would you sleep tight,
Knowing that I'm alright,
Or would you stay up
Crying all night?
Would you cry that I'm gone
Or remember me fondly?
Would you still feel my presence,
Or would you feel lonely?
If you knew I would die today,
What would you say?
How would you feel,
Knowing it would end that way?
If I died tomorrow,
We Were Meant To Be by AmericanMuscleV8, literature
Literature
We Were Meant To Be
There you stood
In the soft moon light.
To find the words,
Is an endless fight.
To finally make you see,
We were meant to be.
I know what it is
That I wanna say
But I just can't seem
To word it that way.
If you knew what I knew,
Then maybe you would see.
We are perfect together.
We were meant to be.
I'll give you the world,
Give you all of me.
Then in the end,
Our love will set us free
From the troubles in our life.
We were meant to be.
...
I finally found words
That I wanted say.
And I finally got nerve
The nerve to word it that way.
And now we're together.
We were meant to be.
We Were Meant To Be by AmericanMuscleV8, literature
Literature
We Were Meant To Be
There you stood
In the soft moon light.
To find the words,
Is an endless fight.
To finally make you see,
We were meant to be.
I know what it is
That I wanna say
But I just can't seem
To word it that way.
If you knew what I knew,
Then maybe you would see.
We are perfect together.
We were meant to be.
I'll give you the world,
Give you all of me.
Then in the end,
Our love will set us free
From the troubles in our life.
We were meant to be.
...
I finally found words
That I wanted say.
And I finally got nerve
The nerve to word it that way.
And now we're together.
We were meant to be.
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Favourite Movies
anything funny
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
ACDC, Black Sabbath, Guns and Roses, Three Days Grace, Joe Nicholes, Kenny Chesney, Garth Brooks
Favourite Games
SOCOM:Fire Team Bravo 2 and Need for Speed Carbon for the PSP
Favourite Gaming Platform
PSP because it is a portable game system with good graphics
For those who even remember me...lol. Sorry for the MONTHS of inactivity. just been busy. BUT here is the Update, I graduated from the University of South Carolina Upstate with a B.A. in Political Science. I am looking at two possible career options for my next step: working for an elected official like the current candidate for governor Nikki Hayley and if that doesnt work out it is back to tech in the fall for a degree for paralegal work.
As far as my social life...some of you may remember that in my last journal I mentioned how I had a new girlfriend named jessica and how excited I was about it...well, thats over. I still think she is an
hey everybody, I know I haven't been on DA much for the past several months. Sorry about that. Just been busy with school and work and all. I have a few writings I would like to post, which I just posted 2. I miss all my friends on here and wish I could talk to y'all. I have been so busy that I haven't even really been able to hang out with my friends that I know in person. But things are going pretty good, just busy. hope Everybody else is doing good too.
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Hey everybody. As the title says, I got my car back. Actually I got it back like 2 days after I posted my last journal, just haven't had time to update my journal. IT LOOKS GREAT!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!
That's all I really wanted to say other than my schedule with school and work REALLY SUCKS!
And I just have to say it...I love my girlfriend!
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